Trust Him
The beginning of 2018 brought some new changes for me. I had prayed about an opportunity at Ohio Christian University, and took a step of faith to leave a relatively comfortable position at Nationwide. I wasn't sure what to expect, but my initial thought was, I'm getting my foot in the door. With hopes my entry-level recruiting role could lead to other opportunities, I did what I thought would be an easy job for a few months.
Turns out, good communication skills does not equate to "successful" recruiter. Weeks went by, and I had been developing great relationships, praying with potential Adult Graduate Studies (AGS) students and their needs. Even so, my recruiting numbers were not meeting school expectations, and I found myself discouraged and wondered if I messed up - was I supposed to stay at Nationwide but didn't hear God clearly? I mean, Chelsea's due date for our second girl was coming up soon, and OCU began laying off employees. Am I going to be next? I was pretty stressed, to say the least. I looked to scripture but couldn't find where Jesus said, or even paraphrased, that life is supposed to be comfortable. Yet, naturally, my flesh desires comfort and pleasure. However, when I'm controlled by God's Spirit, it produces patience, perseverance, and peace. I conceded and began to shift my trust from current circumstances to Christ, no matter what.
In hindsight, I know I made the right decision - despite my unsuccessful numbers in recruiting. God opened the door at my wife's law firm in His perfect time. I wouldn't even have considered the role if I were still at Nationwide. Sometimes taking steps of faith, or walking in obedience isn't instantly fruitful, but a journey to something better.
Be encouraged - trust in Him! This is just one example of many in my life where God has displayed His provision and faithfulness.